Nota untuk mashy.Sy rindu awk

I really dont know why but i feel really boring today. Got nothing to do,got nowhere to go. I felt at this point, my morale are dropping below par.Disgusted with myself, feel sorry for myself. 

Dear oh dear, where r u been missing? i miss you so much. This is my note for my deary mashy.

I know i may sound crazy but am writing you a note just like you still around for you to read. I miss u babe. I really do. Why you left me alone here in this empty 4 walls of world? why you took away my hapiness my dear? How r you? hope you doing fine up there. I just wnt to tell you that my birthday's around the corner. Am getting old.hehe ad as far as i remember, at this year we're supposed to get engaged right? we engraved our promises to be together until both of us aged 120th right? hehehe silly la u ni.mana la kite leh hidup lama tu plus ngn i smoking lagi. 

Another birthday and another year will passed me by and another same old me mashy.wish u cud see me get old. laughing at me, make fun of me because of my ages' numbers. Cake, candle & coke.oh how much i missed dat. No more cake since u're gone. I hated cakes more thn i hate jews. Today i wore shirt yg u kasi kt elly. heheheh silly la it looks. da lama gler tshirt ni. nasib muat lagi walaupun cm ketat sket. i drive around and sad u xdpt naik keta ngn i sesama. i ada pasang lagu b2m td. and td i drop by kt depan umh u. gelap jer xde org..huhuhu..xleh nk lelama nti guard patrol dtg meronda ingt i nk mencuri nti.

neway mashy da mandi x?msti busuk kn u.elly dpt bau smpai sini.u punya perfume escada tu pun xleh nk cover.hehehe kambing la u ni pumpkins. i da mandi dah b4 kuar td.tp tu lah xde sapa nk kuar ngn elly arini. sorg2 jer cm org giler phone sume org.sume bz.sume ada commitment. Oh elly nk bgtau, aritu relationship elly ngn jaja dah xjadi.dah xde dah.guess bukan rezeki elly lagi la u. Tah ngn sapa la my hapiness lies. i really dont know. mashy bkny nk kasi tau mana hapiness tu.mashy tglkn elly time elly xsedar.apa la.nk pegi pun bgla tau. ni tak.tetau org lain yg bgtau mashy dah pegi.

aritu elly tgk iphone kt maxis center.ingt nk beli la tapi tulah duit xcukup. mcm smart gler tp xpela.byk phone lain lg smart dri tu.xmampulah nk bli plus elly bkn kaya pun. nk berlagak cm kaya.hehehe nasib mashy xde, if x, i dah leh agak dah cne u akn nag kt i nti.hehehehe ampun, xnk dgr u membebel. pastu td g the apartment, da lama xg sana, adalah dlm 3 bulan. oh apis dah kwin dah. last week dia kwin.ramai gler dtg umh.papa n mama pun dtg. dia bru blik dari cameron. suke tgk adik dah kwin.happy rasa cm nk nangis pun ada.huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

ingt nk ajak mashy g cameron ngn elly tp msti mashy dah xde masa dah ngn elly.pastu mashy dah xde kt sini. Elly dah tak tau mcm mana lagi elly nk pujuk hati ni. elly dah jadi murung skng ni.cepat stress, susah nk senyum, if senyum pun cm sket thn pura2. Elly bru jer baik demam.kena hujan truk gler khamis lepas kt bangsar. elly g seminar thn jumpa sylvia kt sana. elly rasa elly cm berkenan kt dia tp xberani lah. xmau la.jatuh cinta ni sakit tau.xtau la knp org leh ckp jatuh cinta tu indah.sebenarnya tak pun. Gilerkn mashy, sbb elly tulis note ni untuk mashy walaupun elly dah tau mashy xde. tp ni la saja cara elly nk pujuk hati elly ni. Sedih sgt.sedih sgt2. tp xpela mashy, dah bkn rezeki kita nk sesama nk lepak n hangout

tgu elly ya mashy.nti elly dtg jumpa mashy. i miss u syg