I believed in you

Hello dear blog,
It's been a while since last I touch you with my words.

Nothing particular today. Another normal day without having anything to cheer on.
I really hate to see myself like this. I really don't like it the fact I am not happy with my life.
I tried to find million reason to get myself out from this but only to found million reason to stay in and keep sheltering myself from get hurt by someone.

This is something that I really don't like to do, I don't like to stay one-put regularly. I want to go out, enjoying everything surrounds me. I believe in love, I believe in happiness.
I just want to be happy like others.

God, please help me to go through this period.