I Carry Your Heart With Me

I carry your heart with me (I carry it inmy heart).I am never without it (anywhereI go you go, my dear; and whatever is doneby only me is your doing, my darling)

I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet). I want, no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the budand the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

I love you

I Really Miss You. I do : To My Halida

we're totally two different people, lead our life according to our way, we never set foot on each other, two different style and way of life. Sudden we met, my eyes struck right onto your eyes, my heart beat fast, pounding like used to befor. The feeling that long been lost and it comes right back to me. A short smiles from me, a widen smiles from her, we exchanging looks but in the manner of shyness..

That was 6 months ago. I've met one girl that totally changed my life.

Now, i still loved her the way i love her before, my love for her, not decrease a percent but it keep rising each second of her life. I love her, i adore her so much. We still trying to sync our life, we still trying to become an item and we never stop trying. I love her and i do believed she loves me too. Every moment with her, i treasured and burried it deep into my heart. I potrayed her and cherish to my mind.
Like other peoples, we cant avoid of fighting, arguing each other and worst, we questining each other love but that's the fact we have to face. A two different people with two different ways of love, but yet, we still deeply in love and getting know each other.

We walk hands in hands. We exchanging kisses, a peck in-kiss, we throw hugs to each other, we shared stories of our life, family, we try to look for the similirities between us. We happy together. A happy 6th months of together. There's time when both of us at the verge of giving up. We had enough but we compromised and keep goin on. I cant give up on her. I cant lose her, not this time. She has filled my life with laughter, with love, with her. I wish i can carry her everywhere i go so she can be the one i see whn i open up my eyes and she's the one i wish to be the last before i go. Oh, how i in love with her. I hope u feel the same way too Halida.

I know sometimes i can be annoying, person u hate the most but sometimes, thats the way i know, the only way i know to show my love to you, to tell you i need an attention from you. Its not my deed to pick a fight with you. Not in million years but like i told you before, we will go through a lot series of fight before we will finally synced ourself. When the moment come, i will be your mirror and you will be mine. I finally understand you bit by bit, am studying about you. Its not like i like to pick a fight with you, like to make you cry, like to be pain in the ass to you but at least, by doing that, i get to know you more, am pushing myself far far into your life.

You the one, who always courage me when the time get tough, u always there for me. Sometimes i hate the fact u always shout at me, always arguing the question i asked, misunderstood me but the love we share tops all of it.

Halida, i miss you so much. I need you, and despite the differences, we calm each other, we look for each other and we love each other. Mark my word Halida, as long there's breath in me, i will always love you. Will always do.

I love you Halida.

Till we meet again. I miss you.

I Sayang My Brown Eyes Girl So Much

Happy Six. Happy Six to you and me. 6 long months finally arrived. We've been through lot of things. The smiles, laughs,cries, tears, hapiness and sadness. Many people sees us as unfit/ misfit partner but as long as we love each other, i do believed we can endures all of this. Peoples can say anything they want to say, they will think what they want to think but as for us, as long as we keep the mutual goin' on. Nothing else matter. I love you and u love me.

The unexpected meet between you and me was led us to this perfect picture of us. We had each other and we happy together. This is the moment i long awaits. It happen so fast, one minute u were alien to me, the name i haven't heard before, one minute i love you. Once before u was a stranger but now, u was the one who i kept inside. I dont want to let you go, i cant afford to let u go syg..U, now my backbone, my strenght to go on, the one who always cherish me, the one who always be the one who i lean on. I cant imagine my life without you after i found u Halida..it was to painful even to imagine syg..

So hear me syg, if u need someone, i will always stand in line, the one who will always to put a smile on your face. The one that can gurantee the love that been given to you will never faded away.

My brown eyes, i wish you could see how much i love you syg. Never set your foot away from me syg. I love you, will do, always do Halida.

I love you

I love you till the end. I love you Halida

Its been a while am not writing any of my thoughts here, i've been surrounding with a lots like love with my love one: Halida idrus

Me and here been together for the past 6 months now, im really happy with it eventhough we always caught into a big fights, an argument, a misunderstanding but on top of all, we love each other.

Halida, i wish if u can hear my heart...i always dream that i can be someone for u to looked up with, someone who can be trusted, someone u can love and guranteed be love.

Every single day i wish our love's getting bigger, bolder and stronger. I do love you so much, there is not even a second am thinking of going away from you, not one second am walking away from you. I cant afford losing you.

Halida, i wish you can read my mind...everyday i wished you are the one i see when i open my eyes and you the last before i close my eyes, i wish i can hug u, kiss u, hold you tight so i feel safe knowing that you was there for me.You're giving me a big light of hope of going strong, you are my inner strength, without you, ..oh i wish u will always be my strenght. I lost without you.

Halida, i wish you can see it in my eyes... I see you as someone i can trust, someone i can spill all of my love to you, even am not as good as other persons who once been into your life but i tried, and will always keep trying to be the best for u because you are the best thing happen to me.You the one who always i leaned on. Am happy to have you and am happy with you. With you big brown eyes, i adore yourself and i cant believed that someone who i never knew, now was my saviour. I love you halida

I love you halida, i will always be.

Someday you will understand syg..

I love you sayang : Halida Idrus

Saat aku tertawa diatas semua
Disaat aku menangisi kesedihanku
Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
masih sanggup berjalan ku kan selalu memujamu
meski ku tak tahu lagi engkau ada di mana
dengarkanlah aku..
ku merindukan mu.

To My Sayang: Halida

Biar Ku Sambung.

Ku dengar ada jawatan kosong untuk sang pencinta pelukis pewarna jiwaku
ingin jadi yang pertama mengisi aplikasimu tapi bagaimana aku tak tahu
aku sanggup menunggu dari malam sampai ke subuh hanya
untuk mendengar kata luka mu
aku hanya kedua, tidak sepertinya yang kan menyakiti mu, kan mengguris hati mu
Derita yang kau tanggung bila cinta tak berhubung
tak perlu nak disanjung kerna jiwa kosong
usah duduk termenung, usah asyik dilambung
ini bukan omong kosong, takkan ku biar lohong
biarkan ia terlopong, biar ku sambung
cinta mu yang dibohong

Dia mencuri hatimu
dia merampas hidupku
aku tetap setia,
dia merobek hatimu
ku jadi pengubat luka mu
sungguh aku jujur

dekat pada kukan ku dekat pada mu
erat janji muku erat janji ku
pegang kata muku pegang kata mu sampai niat kepada ku agar kita (bersama)
Usah duduk termenung, usah asyik di lambung
ini bukan omong kosong, takkan ku biar lohong
biarkan ia terlopong biar shah sambung cinta mu yang dibohong
Cinta mu tak ku siakan
tak ku gores hati mu
biar ku menjaga mu
ke akhir hayat ku
Jangan duduk termenung
ini bukan omong kosong
takkan dibiar lohong
biar kau sambung, biar ku sambung, biar di sambung

Please kamu, padamkn comment myspace kamu

kenapa kamu buat sy mcm ni? kenapa msti comments everything about her? korg sume tau i do love her, sy terima sume kelebihan, kekurangan halida walaupun sumtimes ada benda yg menguris hati sy. but the comments wasnt nessessary between both of u. please,

benda ni buat things lg worst..lagi worst between sy dan halida, we barely spoke. apa perasaan korg if org yg korg syg xnk jumpa dan bercakap dgn korg? it's break me.

sume org xperfect. sy xperfect, halida xperfect, ktorg ada salah but as human, sumtimes kte kena lindung and protect the unperfecty yg ada kt human being lain.

please, keadaan semakin teruk,

sy merayu dkt kamu, please delete all the comments,
kamu da guris hati sy, hati halida. sy ada rasa, ada perasaan, sama mcm halida jgk, ktorg ada rasa malu, segan, bermaruah..

please, dont demotivate our pride.

sy mintk maaf if ada salah silap from sy or halida.. dan sy juga harap sebaliknya..

bersihkn balik apa yg dah tercemar... itu jer yg sy mintk, sy merayu..
sy xkn merayu untuk bersihkn maruah halida if sy xbtul2 syg dia


i do love her so much nora, i do love halida raja..

please..