Wednesday, December 9, 2009

I Sayang My Brown Eyes Girl So Much















































































Happy Six. Happy Six to you and me. 6 long months finally arrived. We've been through lot of things. The smiles, laughs,cries, tears, hapiness and sadness. Many people sees us as unfit/ misfit partner but as long as we love each other, i do believed we can endures all of this. Peoples can say anything they want to say, they will think what they want to think but as for us, as long as we keep the mutual goin' on. Nothing else matter. I love you and u love me.
























The unexpected meet between you and me was led us to this perfect picture of us. We had each other and we happy together. This is the moment i long awaits. It happen so fast, one minute u were alien to me, the name i haven't heard before, one minute i love you. Once before u was a stranger but now, u was the one who i kept inside. I dont want to let you go, i cant afford to let u go syg..U, now my backbone, my strenght to go on, the one who always cherish me, the one who always be the one who i lean on. I cant imagine my life without you after i found u Halida..it was to painful even to imagine syg..
























So hear me syg, if u need someone, i will always stand in line, the one who will always to put a smile on your face. The one that can gurantee the love that been given to you will never faded away.
























My brown eyes, i wish you could see how much i love you syg. Never set your foot away from me syg. I love you, will do, always do Halida.
























I love you

Sunday, December 6, 2009

I love you till the end. I love you Halida


Its been a while am not writing any of my thoughts here, i've been surrounding with a lots like love with my love one: Halida idrus


Me and here been together for the past 6 months now, im really happy with it eventhough we always caught into a big fights, an argument, a misunderstanding but on top of all, we love each other.


Halida, i wish if u can hear my heart...i always dream that i can be someone for u to looked up with, someone who can be trusted, someone u can love and guranteed be love.

Every single day i wish our love's getting bigger, bolder and stronger. I do love you so much, there is not even a second am thinking of going away from you, not one second am walking away from you. I cant afford losing you.


Halida, i wish you can read my mind...everyday i wished you are the one i see when i open my eyes and you the last before i close my eyes, i wish i can hug u, kiss u, hold you tight so i feel safe knowing that you was there for me.You're giving me a big light of hope of going strong, you are my inner strength, without you, ..oh i wish u will always be my strenght. I lost without you.


Halida, i wish you can see it in my eyes... I see you as someone i can trust, someone i can spill all of my love to you, even am not as good as other persons who once been into your life but i tried, and will always keep trying to be the best for u because you are the best thing happen to me.You the one who always i leaned on. Am happy to have you and am happy with you. With you big brown eyes, i adore yourself and i cant believed that someone who i never knew, now was my saviour. I love you halida



I love you halida, i will always be.


Someday you will understand syg..

Sunday, November 1, 2009

I love you sayang : Halida Idrus

Saat aku tertawa diatas semua
Disaat aku menangisi kesedihanku
Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
masih sanggup berjalan ku kan selalu memujamu
meski ku tak tahu lagi engkau ada di mana
dengarkanlah aku..
ku merindukan mu.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

To My Sayang: Halida


Biar Ku Sambung.

Ku dengar ada jawatan kosong untuk sang pencinta pelukis pewarna jiwaku
ingin jadi yang pertama mengisi aplikasimu tapi bagaimana aku tak tahu
aku sanggup menunggu dari malam sampai ke subuh hanya
untuk mendengar kata luka mu
aku hanya kedua, tidak sepertinya yang kan menyakiti mu, kan mengguris hati mu
Derita yang kau tanggung bila cinta tak berhubung
tak perlu nak disanjung kerna jiwa kosong
usah duduk termenung, usah asyik dilambung
ini bukan omong kosong, takkan ku biar lohong
biarkan ia terlopong, biar ku sambung
cinta mu yang dibohong

Dia mencuri hatimu
dia merampas hidupku
aku tetap setia,
dia merobek hatimu
ku jadi pengubat luka mu
sungguh aku jujur

dekat pada kukan ku dekat pada mu
erat janji muku erat janji ku
pegang kata muku pegang kata mu sampai niat kepada ku agar kita (bersama)
Usah duduk termenung, usah asyik di lambung
ini bukan omong kosong, takkan ku biar lohong
biarkan ia terlopong biar shah sambung cinta mu yang dibohong
Cinta mu tak ku siakan
tak ku gores hati mu
biar ku menjaga mu
ke akhir hayat ku
Jangan duduk termenung
ini bukan omong kosong
takkan dibiar lohong
biar kau sambung, biar ku sambung, biar di sambung

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Please kamu, padamkn comment myspace kamu

kenapa kamu buat sy mcm ni? kenapa msti comments everything about her? korg sume tau i do love her, sy terima sume kelebihan, kekurangan halida walaupun sumtimes ada benda yg menguris hati sy. but the comments wasnt nessessary between both of u. please,

benda ni buat things lg worst..lagi worst between sy dan halida, we barely spoke. apa perasaan korg if org yg korg syg xnk jumpa dan bercakap dgn korg? it's break me.

sume org xperfect. sy xperfect, halida xperfect, ktorg ada salah but as human, sumtimes kte kena lindung and protect the unperfecty yg ada kt human being lain.

please, keadaan semakin teruk,

sy merayu dkt kamu, please delete all the comments,
kamu da guris hati sy, hati halida. sy ada rasa, ada perasaan, sama mcm halida jgk, ktorg ada rasa malu, segan, bermaruah..

please, dont demotivate our pride.

sy mintk maaf if ada salah silap from sy or halida.. dan sy juga harap sebaliknya..

bersihkn balik apa yg dah tercemar... itu jer yg sy mintk, sy merayu..
sy xkn merayu untuk bersihkn maruah halida if sy xbtul2 syg dia


i do love her so much nora, i do love halida raja..

please..

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Someone's Heart

sounds never heard, words never spoken, eyes that never see, feeling never felt, someone's heart forever melts,

love never returned, passion never givin, pleasure never shown, something someone's heart will never know,

tears always felt, pain always known, sorrow that never goes away, for someone's heart that knows it very well, someone's heart is broken, someone's heart is never missed, someone's heart will mend,

someone's heart will never love again, someone's heart will never trust again and want to love, someone's heart never felt and my heart forever melts.

Sorrow's Bane

Love is the one thing
That keeps our spirits whole
When Sorrow comes a knocking
With hurts that touch our soul

When our world falls around us
Darkness fills our dreams
It’s love that lifts our spirits
Bridging Sorrow's streams

Love calls us from the brink
Of being swallowed by the stream
Dispels depression
And warms us in it’s gleam

Love helps us through the horror
Of love lost or led astray
Through mans trespass
Or angels spirit them away

Love comes to give us comfort
And wipe away the tears
Love will shield our spirits
When Sorrow's shadow nears

Love’s light whisper
Will stifle Sorrow's gain
In life’s losses
Love is Sorrow’s bane