Someone's Heart

sounds never heard, words never spoken, eyes that never see, feeling never felt, someone's heart forever melts,

love never returned, passion never givin, pleasure never shown, something someone's heart will never know,

tears always felt, pain always known, sorrow that never goes away, for someone's heart that knows it very well, someone's heart is broken, someone's heart is never missed, someone's heart will mend,

someone's heart will never love again, someone's heart will never trust again and want to love, someone's heart never felt and my heart forever melts.

Sorrow's Bane

Love is the one thing
That keeps our spirits whole
When Sorrow comes a knocking
With hurts that touch our soul

When our world falls around us
Darkness fills our dreams
It’s love that lifts our spirits
Bridging Sorrow's streams

Love calls us from the brink
Of being swallowed by the stream
Dispels depression
And warms us in it’s gleam

Love helps us through the horror
Of love lost or led astray
Through mans trespass
Or angels spirit them away

Love comes to give us comfort
And wipe away the tears
Love will shield our spirits
When Sorrow's shadow nears

Love’s light whisper
Will stifle Sorrow's gain
In life’s losses
Love is Sorrow’s bane

F.U.C.K

feeling sour today, another night turned dawn, another day passed me by..i'd really piss off today, am mad the fact i just dont know what i want in life actually. Am getting blur, my brain's getting faded, my motive seems unclear and my mind speaks uncertain things. Thing i really don't want to know.

fuck

alone again naturally and never alone actually

In little while from now, if i'm not feeling any less sour, i'm promised myself to treat myself and visit a nearby tower and climbing to the top, will throw myself off in an effort to make it clear to who ever what it's like when you're shattered.

left standing in the lurch, at fort where peoples are saying " My god he's tough, he stood her up"
no point in us remaining. May as well go home as i did on my own, alone again naturally.

to think that only yesterday, i was cheerful, bright and great, looking foward to but who wouldn't do the role i was about to play.

but as if to knock me down,reality came around and without so much as a mere touch cut me into little pieces, leaving me to doubt all about god and his mercy for if he's really does exist and why he desert me in the hour of need? i truly am indeed and i'm alone again naturally

it seem to me that are more hearts broken in the world thant can't be mended, left unattended, what do we do? what do will i do?

now looking back over the years,and what ever else that appears, i remember i cried when she went died never wishing to cried the tears and at twenty-six years old, my god, rest her soul
couldnt understand, why the only girl i had ever love had been taken leaving me the heart to start, so badly broken despite encouragement from others, no word that ever spoken and when she passed away, i cried and cried, alone agin naturally

but now thing has change, my broken heart mend again, i meet the face i wanted to be until the time i will taken away, her tenderly touch melt me down, she repaired me back and turned me into someone who i really missed; myself.

she casted me away from my pretendenesses, my alter-egoistic, my sadness, my cloud-never-sunny-days. now i never alone actually

now my heart been attended, leaving the unattended, the sunny, bright and great comes, prosperous and joyous arrives, carrying me to the top, and am promise myself to treat myself again, to visit the nearby tower, but not throw off myslef but to scream top of my long
"i never alone actually" i never alone actually...

while am stand in lurch, someone steps and stood beside me, holding my hand taken me away, walk hand in hand, and patiently and honestly watching the role i was about to play and vanished the pain of remembering that no one woulnt do the role i wanted to do before.

now im coming home, coming back to myself, and this time, i never alone, i never alone actually. as if i did it by my own and there's she , always be there, encouragement, the exicitement, stood by me, told me that she's will always be there, to carrying me home when am get weak, put a smile while am smiless, give me strenght to go on while the hope is running die.

now i see, i never alone actually...

now i know, i never alone actually

she had taken away the hatred, the enraged, the fears, the phobic the anger, and turned into something smoothen and mild,

i never alone actually





i love u halida

Nothing.Zero. Nil

buat masa ni, tak ada untuk ditulis, untuk diceritakn, untuk diberitahu, blog reader, sorry no more entry for the moment, my entire system will be shut momentarily, 

sorry for everything, sorry for the fault, the mistake, the words that might offended u, sorry for the post, 

will reboot and blog will be like before until further notice

thnk you: shah al zefflee rosli

Demam, pergi jauh lah cepat..

Its been a boring day.Am wondering around ampang and endup at my office, doing this thingy, writing my blog..

Ahh, why am so missing u ney barbie? U demam ni i rasa cm u lain, cm berubah sket, i dont know ehy, mybe sbb sakit and xlarat kot or mybe it just my imaginations... tu lah, da erbiasa almost everyday with u, skali xjumpa dah cm hapa da pikir..hehehehehe

sorry, i tak tau nk tulis pepe..sbnr otak kt u, mata jer kt blog ni..

Yasmin Ahmad: The Big Loss

Yesterday was a gloomy day of my life, Yasmin was passed away, meet her creator, Allah, the one. It was a big loss for Malaysia, where we're losing one hell of talented person.
I had done my distinguished time with her while am served for LB for a few months,
Her mentality, passionation about this industry, her visions, missions has no limit,
She has a one god's gift where she able to see the future result, the outcoming of anything she do, and when she do her thing, she will give 101% of herself to it, and the result, was brilliant.

The loss was big for me, the gap she left for us its hard to replace, So long Yasmin, you has served your time in this world, hope you will doing fine there, Amin

Sabar Ya

To all my sargents yg amik financial, here my advice,
dun go stress out ya, i really feel sorry for u, but dont let ur self downlow like that, i really sad to see you guys like that,

I always stand by ur side..

Me versus You againts the world

You like pink while am adoring brown
You love subway while am eating shihlin
You want kyros while am craving the conny dog
You were home while am at the hospital
You were feeling worry bout me while am worried bout u
you always say this and i say that
you say right i say left,
you were right handed, am lefty
you're white am black,
u say farmtown while am say mafia wars
but when u say i love you, i say i love u too

To My Special Someone

There is something special bout u that makes me melt, there's something bout u that makes me adore, makes me believes that the gap are been filled. U're making your own marks in my life that lead me to happy paradise, i wish the day was never ended when am with you, i long your laugh, ur smile, ur sulking faces, i love it when u makes ur face, i love when u started to laugh while am embracing u in my arms.

A gift, a god's creation awarded to me, a long waits has its reward. I've got you. I still remember how i was against the public affections, but there is time when am finally shows my love to you, am holding your face really close to mine, i whispers my words to you, telling how speacial you are to me, how much i need you, how big your meant to me.

I admit sometimes, im not at my best behavior, always makes u sad, but on top of that, it will never changed the way i looked at u, it never change how i feel for you. What a relationship means without any fight, right?

A fight with you was never a enjoyous moment but it tells me something, every fights will lead to more knowledgement bout u, the real u, we became more cyrstal clear between each other, we try to breaks the barrier upon us, even if it takes long hard work to take down the barrier, we will do it together.

A simple word from you means a lot to me,

143,yes i do

xoxo

To All My Sargents

First of all, i would like to wish you goodluck for ur next coming exam,Best wishes for ur general Shah. hehehehe

do your best, prove that u deserved to get better marks at ur lecturers, mybe this is my last semester at Miim, my contract might not be continue and stuff, so i might not be able to see u as much as before.

To all my sargent, past & present, best wishes from me

Congratz to my sargents for the successfull event

m174 sargets: Nora, Alyn, Fatin, Reef, Alyya
m174(2) sargents: Yati, Dale, Linda, Ain
m344 / s132 sargents: atong, jack, zet,nana,ali,danial,fitri,nabil,haris,jufri,afif,zaza,mira,eza,iza,lyd

Watching movie or making movies?

Seriously both of it surely fun. hehehehe

confession of a broken heart

Hello, this is me again writing down my confessions.

Am write down my feeling on what i've feel lately. Seriously sometimes, i don't even recognised myself, i didn't fed my soul, my feelings, my needs, and my wants very well. I tend to get confuse easily nowdays. Sigh! i just dont understand what has gotten in me now. I am messed up, disorganised, and full with hangover.

Everytime i woke up in the morning, its feels like i've got nothing, nothing important for me to cheer up my day, walking laid, lagging in every sense of myself. The only thing that cheer me up because i'd still got my family and sargents around me.

I have nothing methaporaly, my life not as good as before, an imaginary salary and lifestyle that's getting fade each day. Love one? ah another story, yawing!, to bored to tell, nothing special except for i liking someone but am too afraid to tell, to weak to show and to proud to say it. Cut it short, i don't have any gut or courages anymore. I left drained.

Every single day, am grinning myself in the mirror, a fake smiles, pretend like i am the happiest man throughtout 25 billions human being in the world. Always keep saying to myself
" am good, am great, am happy today" but the fact, am nothing.

But the good things of being nothing is i have nothing to worry to, i have no alibi, no liability, i am hakunamatata, everyday is a fake-wonderful day. Sad and phatetic isnt it?

Talk about am liking someone, yes, currently am adoring someone that i really dont know whether she will adore me back, am trying hard to let go my past, my memories, am trying to let go the burden am holding for a years, a presence of absenity of someone's shadow. Am chasing a familiar shadow begs for 5 seconds to say the thing i should say long long time ago. A hold word for someone who in love, a lulaby, a songbirds, a nice fine tune of melody, ahhh... but its too late, logically, there is no way i can say it even in my dreams,

Dream are fake, a fake hapiness, a temporary light that eased the sadness but when i woke up, thel ight began to shattered, break into dusts, dissappear onto thin air. Poor, a happiness i asked whn i closed, but a long term sadness when it opens.

But life must go on, no matter how hard the life is, i choose to be in this way, i choose the path of being broken heart, i shoudn't complaints. But now, came along the new shadow, a presence of someone that i think should just enough for me to get rid all the burden, the guilty feeling. For a some reason, i seem there is a chnce to throw all the memories away, far far away to the center of the world, vacummed by the hole and dissappear forever, then came a light, a slyhp of an angel that will lead me to this fantasy of for-how-long-this-happiness-will-stay-island.

I dont ask much, only a glimps of love, a smiles of someone that i will bring it into my life, into my sleeps that finally can make me feels home, a shelter whn im in needed, someone that stay with me through thick and thin, while rainning ran dry, she will be there, to put my feet back on the ground, someone can motivate me to be far more better thn yesterday, someone that shout while there is no longer wills inside, someone that can push me while am at the virtue of giving up, it sound too much, but all of these happen to be in just one simple glimps of love.

I am asking myself again, why should i falling in love if the love am looking for wasnt there for too long? why falling if am not too sure whether the love i have found can fit the gap perfectly. I answered to myself that all of this, are something that i, she, we can amend, something adjustable, looking for perfect love only will lead me to not-so perfect love. Love's not something perfect, love are imperfect but we are the one who manage to create the perfection out of love.

If we looking for something that share the common, thn love will be there not for long, love is whn someone who lived and led of 2 differences, that nothing in common we share except for both of us are looking to fall in love. Love is where 2 different peoples make a sacrifice of each other wills, egoistic, and perception to become one,after all the adjustment, the amendment, we finally can see each other as one, every random act will reflect and deflect in each other lives, we able to sees, feels, and think as one.

If u ask me whether i look for a perfect love? i would say, am not looking for a perfect love nor imperfect but what i've been serching after all these years is a life. I want to share my life and taking a bit of her and bring into mine and vise versa. That is love to me.

If you feel and think you are the one who able to fed me, i will be waiting for u..

So this is me again, writing down my confession-shez

sy rindu kamoo

knp sy ada rasa rindu hari ni?

waktu sy menulis entry ni, sy sedang megalami migrain yg paling teruk tp sy tak mmpu untuk tido, ubat dah immune disebabkn slalu mkn..Ya allah tolong la alihkn sakit ni sebentar..

sy rasa sy rindu seseorang arini, sy asyik teringat dkt dia, hati sy berdebar2, sy tak dpt berfikir dgn btul, sume fikiran sy tertumpu kepada si dia.

Adakah ini namanya angau?sy rasa tidak, sbb sy png mengalami sakit angau dlu, dah perasaan dia berlainan dari yg ini..

angau pun tak, sy tak tau knp sy mempunyai satu hormon yg berubah2 dlm minggu ni?
Sy tnya balik kpd diri sy, knp msti sy rindu kpd dia yg tiada? adakah dia rindu sy?

adakah tuhan dah smpaikn pesanan sy kpd si dia? knp susah untuk sy mengalah, melupakan si dia? knp msti sy teringt kpd si dia setiap masa? sedangkn sy ada peluang untuk merindu si dia yg lain..knp msti sy pilih untuk trus rindu kpd dia sedangkn dia sememangnya xkn kembali?

Sy ada yg lain untuk dirindu tp si dia yg bru mungkin xrindu sy, kami tak memulakn apa2, tiada sebab untuk dia rindu sy.

adakah sy dah gila?

something better left unsaid

i really dont know and understnd my feeling right now, its something bugging me,
its about my financial.....................................................


something dat can kill me

Rasa Hati

sy tak tau kenapa harini, sy rasa lain gler dgn sargent2 sy yg lain..the way the looked at me its feels like they burn me with their eyes.

Sy pun tak tau if sy ada wat salah pepe pun..but there is a possibility kot if sy ada wat slh dgn dorg sume, i dont know, we get to close sumtimes, and mybe cara saya berckpke ada menyakitkn hati dorg sume but sy a bit terasa la bler sy tgk theway the look at me bkn cara dorg lihat sy mcm biasa..

xpela, mybe pasal event kot, or mybe pasal benda lain but benda2 ni sume wat sy tkut la, nk ckp pepe, nk wat pepe, im afraid to hurt sumone, i cant afford to make sumone sad anymore..

sy tak tau apa yg sy nk wat, nk diamkn diri or pretend cm tiada pepe yg berlaku ke or should i just go away..

tah la, tak tau lah, but sy mmg terasa hati sket arini..

Harini sume org badan berbau printer!

hahahah, harini, sy dan 3 org sargent kesygan sy (nora,fatin n reef) telah kuar mencari tempat untuk print tshirt..nk ke pudu katanya..

so smpai ktorg park keta kt pudu plaza, memasing cm diam sbb td kena ceramah sket pasal lagging time.hehehe (sorry, xde niat untuk tegur, sy tegur sbb sy care pasal korg)

ktorg dah mcm peserta amazing race dah pergi ke satu tmpat ke satu tempat, terlanggak2, mcm rusa masuk kmpung..

rasanya if jauh jalan ktorg tu boleh dikira ikut garisan lurus, rasanya ktorg berjalan cm, dari giant setiawangsa ke jj aeon au2 ulang alik 2 kali...

last2 bler hmpir nk putus asa, ktorg jumpe lah apek sorg ni menjadi penyelamat..

"lu pegi sana ahh, itu lu nmpk ka tiga q sana?itu aaaa, sana sana...lu pegi sana, cali kidai nama one stop.sana diaolang buat itu baju ooo"

sy dan reef pun berjalan la ke sana. Nora dan fatin tgu di kedai yg memula..penat agaknya

ktorg smpai kt kedai tu thn mulakn niat ktorg td.so setelah hbis kelentong uncle philip tu, so misi agaknya berjaya kot...

so kepada sume student event & risk management, jgn putus asa, sy akn tolong korg sedaya mana yg sy mampu..

korg boleh buat, sy mmg yakin korg boleh.sy yakin 101% korg boleh buat..so keep up the good work.jgn give up...

Oh Em Ji Oh Em Ji Oh Em Ji

Oh Em Ji Oh Em Ji Oh Em Ji (omg,omg,omg)

arini dgr satu berita yg cam happy dari salah sorg sargent kesayangan sy..

5 peoples you meet in heaven

Aqilah once asked me whether i already read 5 people u meet in heaven by Mitch Albom.Yes i did it b4, but that was long long time ago

here's quotations taken from the novel:

"All the people you meet here have one thing to teach you." Eddie was skeptical. His fists stayed clenched. "What?" he said. "That there are no random acts. That we are all connected.

That you can no more separate one life from another than you can separate a breeze from the wind."

"Fairness doesn't govern life and death. For if it did, no good man would ever die young."

"It is because the spirit knows deep down that all lives intersect. That death doesn't just take someone, it misses someone else. And in that small distance, lives are changed."

"One withers, another grows."

"Each affects the other and the other affects the next, and the world is full of stories, but the stories are all one."

"Strangers," the Blue Man said,"are just family you have yet to come to know."

"No life is a waste," the Blue Man said. "The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone."

"All parents damage their children. It cannot be helped."

"That's what heaven is. You get to make sense of your yesterdays."

I really love the fourth person eddie met in heaven, his wife:

It is never easy to deal with the loss of a loved one, and nearly impossible to cope with the premature death of a spouse. Although life is finite, love is eternal. Marguerite explains to Eddie that even after a loved one dies, the feeling of love lives on. In the absence of a physical connection, another emotion grows stronger than before: memory. As they dance together at their own wedding they share a final embrace, until Marguerite disappears and Eddie is once again left alone.

Ya Allah! samanya dgn mimpi aku...aduhhhh

Kinda cool for a young lady to read this kind of reading mterial.Yes thanks qila for reminding me of what i've already forget.

5 people i want to meet in heaven

1) Muhammad bin Abdullah

2) Rosli Enjah

3) Alimah Abd Hamid

4) Mashitah Danessya

5) And you (people who read this)

Littlest Dream

Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing 
Especially when I have to watch other people kissing 
And I remember when you started calling me your Mr 
All the play fighting 
All the flirtatious disses 
I’d tell you sad stories about my childhood 
I dunno why I trusted you but I knew that I could 
We’d spend the whole weekend 
Lying in our own dirt 
I was just so happy to see you in my boxers and my t-shirt 

Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things 
Dreams of you and me 
It seems, it seems 
That I can’t shake those memories 
I wonder if you have the same dreams too 

Drinkin’ tea in bed, watchin’ DVD’s 
When you discovered all my dirty, grotty magazines 
I’d take you out shopping 
And all we’d buy is trainers 
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us 
The first time that you introduced me to your friends 
And you could that tell I was nervous, so you held my hand 
When I was feeling down, you’d make that face you do 
There’s no-one in the world who could replace you 

The littlest things that take me there 
I know it sounds lame but it’s so true 
I know it’s not right but it seems unfair 
That thing’s are reminding me of you 
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend 
Even if only for one weekend 
So come on 
Tell me 
Is this the end? 

Dream of You and Me

Mlm td sy tersedar dari tido, terjaga dari lena, tersentak oleh mimpi sy yg amat menakutkn. Sy lihat waktu tu jam 3 pagi. Bak kata org, mimpi tu mainan tido. Sy termangu sebentar, sy lihat kiri, lihat kanan, sy buka tingkap lihat langit. sedikit bintang yg muncul malam tu. Sy masih lagi membisu, gagal untuk melelapkn mata kembali, sy nyalakn rokok, hembuskn asap ke udara, sy leka melihat asap2 rokok tu terapung sedangkn pada hakikatnya sy sedang membunuh diri sy.

Sy terfikir pasal mimpi td, sy masih lagi dgn rokok dimulut, sy kecilkn volume aircond, terlalu sejuk, ruang bilik semakin sejuk takala pagi, sy masih lagi tak dapat berfikir dgn waras, masih mamai dan termangu

Sy lihat handphone, tiada sapa yg msg ataupun call sy, masih lagi dgn tingkap yg terbuka luas, sy lihat kembali langit, sy leka melihat bintang walaupun jumlah yg sedikit tp bintang2 xpernah gagal menemani sy diwaktu pagi. Sebatang rokok lg dinyalakn, disulami dgn tegukn air suam yg sedia ada dimeja. Sy termenung jauh.Sy xfaham apakah maksud mimpi td, apa yg sebenarnya yg hendak diberitahu? Sy keliru, takut nk memikirknnya.

Sy cuba tenangkn fikiran, lagu dari mp3 sy mainkn, tp itu pun gagal untuk menenangkn perasaan sy, hati sy berubah menjadi bermacam2 rasa, perasaan sy bercampur2, terdapat peluh2 sejuk walaupun cuaca pagi xpanas, itu tandanya diri sy xtenang, otak makin berkecamuk. 

Sy keliru!

Kenapa sy bermimpikn mashy yg datang dgn senyuman tetapi dia berpimpin tgn dgn seseorang yg sy tak kenali.Dia melambai2 kepada sy tanpa sebarang kata. Senyuman yg dilemparkan tanpa sebarang kata, melambai seperti menyuruh sy dtg kepadanya tetapi dia berpimpin dgn yg lain.

Adakah itu tandanya yg dia gembira? atau apakah yg dia cuba smpaikan? atau juga mashy memberitahu bhw sudah smpai masanya untuk sy juga pergi kepadanya?

dan kenapa selepas dia tersenyum, melambai2kn tgnya dan dia pergi berlalu?

" kau hancurkn aku dgn sikapmu, tak sedarkah kau telah menyakiti ku, lelah hati ini menyakinkn mu, cinta ini..membunuhku"

Terus sy tersedar dan sehingga kini sy masih tertanya2, apakah maksud sebenar mimpi itu?

Jika benar masa sy akn tiba, sy ingin minta maaf dgn org2 yg sy kenal jika sy ada buat salah, terkasar bahasa, tersilap kata, tingkah laku, 

dan jika maksudnya yg dia sedang gembira, sy gembira untuk awk disini

"tak kn pernah hbis, air mataku, bila ku ingt ttg dirimu, mungkin hanya kau yg tahu, mengapa sampai saat ini ku masih sendiri..Adakah disana kau rindu padaku? mski kita kini ada didunia berbeza, bila masih mungkin waktu ku putar, kan ku tnggu dirimu.Biarlah ku simpan, smpai akhir aku kn ada disana, tenang lah dirimu, dlm kedamaian, ingtlah cintaku, kau tak terlihat lagi, namun cintamu abadi..."

Letting you all go is the hardest thing i will faced

Harini, sy tak tau mcm mana nk ceritakn or cernakn perasaan sy.Jrg sy rasa a pure hapiness mcmni, eventhough org2 yg ada disekeliling sy tu boleh sy ckp memula stranger to me, sy xkenalkn mereka sume but setelah mengajar, jumpa, kuar, dan mula kenal hati budi memasing, sy rasa mungkin ada sebab knp tuhan gerakn hati sy untuk terima kerja untuk mengajar kt miim..

Sy rasa mcm proud parent, a happy brother and fren arini, sy tgk mereka semua dgn perangai masing2, dgn cerita masing2, dgn gaya dan keriangan sume, meraka ni sume dah isi satu ruang kosong dlm hati sy.

Percaya x if sy ckp, sy rasa touching sket masa sy tulis entry ni, sy tak tau kenapa sbb sy tau apa yg saya rasa dan lihat ni xkekal, sbb dorg makin membesar, xselamanya mcm tu, mybe lg 4-5 tahun nti, nora,reef,allya,sara,emma,lynn,qila,adila,mira,mas,ecah,wawa,widae,pelly,angah,farid,mel,ahtong,bobo,alyn sume akn berubah, dorg akn ada jalan hidup dorg sume, membesar, berkeluarga..

letting them go is the hardest thing i will faced in the future, sy akn rasa susah untuk melepaskn dorg pergi, sy dah syg dorg sume..

sy xdpt nk truskn entry sy sbb sy tak tau apa yg sy rasa nti dan sy tkut bler masa tu akn smpai.

Dari Setiawangsa Ke Kuala Selangor

Oh Em Ji, Oh Em Ji!

Harini sy ada wedding invitation dkt Kuala Selangor (tah btul tah dorg invite tah) Student Miim Kwin, walaupun sy xmengajar wahidah tp sy ttp pegi atas dasar kenal muke jer.. So sy pickup penumpang setia sy, Nora, Allya, Reef, dan Sarah untuk pegi ke sana, 

Actually ktorg g konvoi dgn satu keta lg,Ahtong, Alyn, Bobo timberlake dan halleda yg sememangnya sy xkenal tp dia super comel..

So ktrog bertolak dari setiawangsa dlm kul 10 lebih, perjalanan menggunakan jalan lama mmg memenatkn bile byk sgt pokok kelapa sawit dan reef xhbis2 dgn ceramah ladang Sime Darby dia. Allya plak teruja bler dgr kuantan. (Kg Kuantan la allya, bkn kuantan, tido lagi, kan dah smpai korea!)

So perjalanan yg memenatkn tp ok la sbb jarang jgk dpt lalu jalan kmpung ni..., nutiing much thn bumped dgn nana masa on the way. 

So masa ktorg smpai, alyn dah mula wat malu2 babi dia bler nmpk myra,kekasih hati, bkn main besar lagi lubang hidung nmpk gf..cewahh sy pun cmtu jgk kot!

ktorg smpai kt Ibu Pejabat Polis Daerah Kuala Selangor, sy, ahtong & Bobo Timberlake saja dajal nk jalan kt gerbang tu, kekonon cm vip ar..podahhh la bobo!

Mcm biasa la if pg kenduri kwin ni, mkn la cite utama dia, Wawa lawa gler, Mas pun sama, Mel pun sama tp sume dah ada bf la plak..cis!

Muka yg sy kenal kt sana: Nora, Reef, Allya, sarah, Nana, Wawa, Mel, Mas, Pelly, Angah, Farid,Amad, Aqilah, Adila, Emma, Lynn,Ecah, Amin yg ada masa tu

mkn,mkn,mkn dan mkn! thn bob timberlake mula cucuk lain ngorat mak wawa dlu..siap dah ber"mak-mak" plak! aduh!

Mkn,mkn,mkn dan mkn, thn dah petang, mcm biasa la, pekara utama slain mkn adalah mengutuk..Pakcik dj tu mmg hebat, dari ktorg smpai, smpai ke pukul 3 lebih, dia non stop menyanyi lagu hindustan..adoyai, rasa nk grip jer pakcik tuh!

Pakcik tu dah lupa ni majlis sapa, dia wat cm annual dinner plak dtg meja ke meja tp pkcik tu mmg sporting..

Pastu sy kena serang dgn mak Aqilah tnya pasal kolej, aduh aunty, jgn ler serang cmtu, gugur jntung sy...

Petang menjelang, pas potong kek, majal sy mula melanda bler pkcik penyanyi dtg kt saya g nyanyi lak ajak join! adoi..nk xnk kena la sporting..layan jer la pkcik tu siap suruh nyanyi plak, org tua tu nk kena sekeh ni!

thn kul 5 ktorg kuar dari kuala selangor with a one happy moment...

To widae, Selamat Pengantin Baru and last but not least, oh pkcik Dj, kau sungguh mengelikan hati!

My Revealing Shirt! SHEZ : SH (shah) E(al) Z(zefflee) = S H E Z

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Siapakah S?

Harini, ada sorg ni ym sy nama allya tnya siapa S kt sy. dah byk kali dia tnya tp sy masih lagi refuse untuk jawab.

Kesian awk allya sbb sume kwn2 awk tau awk sorg jer yg lmbt.xde siapa2 lah S tu, kwn2 awk yg lain sj jer mengenakn sy..

Okies here we go

S tu prempuan, kenal xsengaja memula ingt xkenal skali rupe2nyer dkt jer org dia, niat nk mengorat trus terputus sbb tkut terkantoi tp dah kntoi pun dgn kwn2 awk yg lain

mata dia bulat, ada tahi lalat kt dagu, org dia simple jer, biasa2 la, xlawa sgt, xburuk sgt, cute, simple, but a bubbly personality.

jarang bercakap walaupun slalu nmpk mybe sbb sy malu kot (sy ni seorang pemalu dan juga tak tau malu)

So skng ni reef n nora gunakn S sebagai senjata untuk sy kena ikut ckp dorg.hhahahah padahal xde benda pun, pokok bergoyang bkn sbb angin alya, tp sbb ada monyet tgh pnjat pokok tu

hehehehehe, so puas hati? awk cari la sapa S tu

Sarah, Sakeenah, Sonia, Shuzzy, Siti, Shazlina, Shazleen. Sherry, Shizuka, Sofiya, Saidatul, Safiya, Suzana, Sudin, Salehuddin, Shah..ada byk s ni, pilih jer

Apa nk kata?

apa yer nk tulis arini?sbnrnya da lama xupdate blog ni...xtau nk tulis per sbb kebelakangan ni, serabut sket...hehehehehe

Selipar baru

Sy xsangka dah lepas hari jadi pun sy still dapat satu hadiah lagi: Selipar adidas. padahal sebenarnya xde niat pun nk mintk, saja memain jer dgn adik2 sy ni..saja menyakat dorg dan rasanya dorg pun dah tau dah perangai sy ni mcm mana

aritu. sy xde roadtax tapi sbb sy xsanggup nk hmpakn permintaan dorg ni so sy pun pegi la bwk dorg g uptown, bkn per, it just its a part of me wnted to be happy and seeing them makes me happy.

so dipendekn cerita, ada la 2 org umat ni hilang nk bli air katanya.. tetau masa nk blik, dorg kasi sy selipar ni, warna merah hitam..walaupun sy ni penh ckp yg sy xkn paki sebarang pepe brand from adidas tp disebabkn benda ni a thoughtful gift so sy pkai dgn rasa gembira selipar tu..setakat ni selipar adidas tu dah ikut sy pergi ke hartamas, damansara, setiawangsa, clinic dkt damansara, plaza mont.kiara dan ke majlis kwin kwn sy.

so thnks untuk reef, nora, allya, emma sbb ikut g uptown and kepada yg belikn sy selipar tu,

thnks so much

yg benar;

Shah Al Zefflee Rosli

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Pictures & more fun peoples! Part 3

Pictures & more fun peoples! Part 2