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Announcement. A cruel one.

This is me. I've been through lots of thing. and one thing for sure now. I will make an announcement.

As a man, i feel guilty for myself, am blaming myself for all those malfunction of love. My relationship was never works. I am a jinx. A big one. I denying myself as a loser but that's waht the reality are. I am objected as a loser. I love been in relationship but it was no lasting. At the end, i was the one who is shattered and brokenhearted.

So, i am Shah Al Zefflee or whatever u call me.

Am quitting for now. i dont want to find one, and i dont want to be found. Let god go HIS job naturally.i dont want to find love anymore.My quest was over today. 3 years was up and i don't find one.a real one. Hope my days will be better onwards. My heart was dying, my feeling was locked inside. I closed my eyes to any of u and for those i loved, i am sorry for everything. 

I am quitting not because i am a quitter, but i quit to make the world better. The world's better without me entring any of races to find u.Someday i will be back, a strong one.but as for now i call it off. What a day. i am sorry.

I WILL NEVER FALL IN LOVE AGAIN.

I'll never fall in love again

Here is the typical romantic set up in life. Boy's life sucks, boy hit rock bottom, boy meets girl, boy try really hard to get a girl, boy and girl fall in love, boy and girl do the naughty, boy and girl get into fight, girl leaves boy, boy is heartbroken, replay of boy living life before girl, boy meets girl again, girl apologises, boy and girl get back together, boy and girl live happily ever after.

What a life was that. A blast one. A simple and coordinated. I wish my life was like that. An easy one but sad, life was not a romantic movie. . We create our own unsure life. Every days ahead is blur, unsure and full with mystery or mybe misery.hehehe

I barely cant close my eyes. Am sleepy but my mind told me no to. I have writing to finished.Damn!

I have been involved in love 10 years now. I've seen almost everything.I've tasted almost everything and who says love is sweetest thing? No, love is the hardest things happen to human being.

Why we fall in love if suffers are the ending? What do you get when u fall in love? only a girl with a pin to burst ur bubble. That's what u get; only a trouble.

What do u get when u kiss a girl? U will get only a flu to catch phenomea, after you do she'll never fall in your arm.Damn again! What do you get when u give your heart? you get only brokenheart and battered. That what's u get. your heart is shattered.

what do you get when u fall in love? u only get lies, pain and sorrow.Sore for at least until tomorrow and i..............................

i will never fall in love again

Special Post: Love by Aqilah

New entry this time was not coming for me but from one girl that has evolved herself to become a woman.Qila. Recently i did asked someone to finishe my article and i would like to see the response of that article wrote by me. So here's the result. Thnaks for the wonderful articles.

Writer : Rainbow@Qila

this is a special post for a senior-friend of mine. =]

and also dedicated to everyone who feels "SEPI".
and this is, what came from the bottom of my heart.
based on my true story, and opinion and experienced.


i need love. u need love. they need love. ppl say, "u can run but u cant hide". if u wanna be the greatest cheater ever, go on. but u just can't lie 2 ur heart. heart. only u n god know the truth. yes. it's only between u n Him. no on else knows the truth even when u said "i swear sweetheart,i'm telling u no lies, in fact, only the truth. trust me baby. u know i love u". GOSH. it might be the sweetest thing to be heard, but it also might be the bittest thing to taste. everyone has a secret to hide. sadness, happiness, history, nightmare & dream. u might tell the world, how happy u r 2day. but deep inside ur heart, u're bleeding. u might be the egoist person ever, to confess that u've her/him in ur heart. but some time, do u ever realize, with that attitude, u might be losing the love of ur life 4ever. they say, "once they walk away, they'll never turn back". do u, really3 happy with ur life when u've lost, the one for you? for god sake, u're pretending! u're just a stupid selfish pretender!

love is everywhere. yeah, its true. they say "hate is easy, love takes courage". u can hate anyone that u dislike. maybe because of their attitude, the bad way they treat u or perhaps u hate him/her just because of his/her physical looks,academic level & status [which is unfair & cruel]. the conclusion is, u can hate anyone u want to. and the worst part is, u might be hating the one u dont even really know & u never try to get to know them better even when u once, had a chance. that's y they also said "dont judge a book by its cover". the cover, perhaps, looks so good. so good as ur tongue taste the sweet n sour of 'asam pedas'. u fall in love with it, without knowing the truth inside of the book, the truth underneath the cover. and suddenly,after a while, u realize. the other side of the book, which is inside the book, at the bottom of it, it just so bad as u slipped into the hot fresh shit left by the old crazy dog walking down the street.

and the book with a dull, empty cover, that u once ignore might been taken by someone else that knows better. someone else who look at the book with a sincere heart. someone else who grabbed that chance to know better. someone else that... is a lot way better than u. and the saddest part is, u dont even have a chance to say SORRY n admit how wonderful, valuable that empty-looking book is. it just so pathetic, till u, urself, now realize u r such a lonely loser. "romeo n juliet" "shah jahan & mumtaz". they're not just the good-4-nothing symbol of love. it shows that, love is important. love is life. without romeo, juliet is dying. same goes to romeo. without juliet, he's nothing. we need love to complete each other. we need love to tell how much we love them everyday. we need love, to tell the world how wonderful the day is. we need love, to show the world, that ur day, is meaningful. everyday, love, in a good way, make the quality of ur life getting better and better... it just sometimes, u're too blind to see it. until. u lose it.

single society. a friend of mine once said, "one is not the loneliest number in this world!". owh yes it's not. when all the lovers in this world went out for a date, we sat at home & ate the pop corn alone. okay larh, no pop corn. we ate keropok lekor alone. when all the lovers celebrate their own anniversary, we looked at them with a mix-up feeling. we want to be like them! we want to have someone to hold and tell him/her how much we love him/her when we woke up in the morning, everyday. but some time, when u're just too blind to see, too numb to feel & too impatient to wait, u would do anything to have someone that's not even mean to be ur's. then, u broke ur heart again n again. it getting worse every time u fall in love. u keep asking urself y. why and why and why??? BUT, have u ever think, that she/he is not the one for you? that god is giving u a signal that u'll find someone better? that He is trying to make u strong and stronger than b4 and finally become that strongest person ever? and perhaps, the one for you have been waiting for you all this while, in front of ur eyes, after all the rejection and loneliness they've been through, while u're still seeking for love...


it is just the matter of time.
and it just, u don't meet the right person yet.
just, cherish every moment u had.

someday. somehow. u will.
dont worry. be happy. live ur life to the fullest.
life is short, to be unhappy.
appreciate those who treat u rite.
4give those who hurt u badly.

someday. somehow.
the truth, will always stand up right next to u.
the truth, will never die.
the truth. will always be the winner.

take care everyone. =]

One man for one girl. They not stupid, just a mere naive

Many people seen william shakespear's romeo n juliet as one fantasy, a fairy tales. but did u know, it event was really happen back thn? and why shakespears can think to create that epic so real?This is because romeo n juliet was real, a living people. a naive one. 

Romeo n juliet are not stupid, eventho certain people think dat way, i cant help it to make it clear to everyone but romeo n juliet are the symbol of love, passionate, affection, a mere naive. Their life n love back than wasnt influnce by sex, party, etc.

The only code of life; one love.they obeyed. So that was happen. Romeo and juliet are meant to be together despite of different quo n level. Romeo are made for juliet made for romeo. So when one of them cant be with the other half, the life was already useless, pointless and meaning less.

Juliet was not stupid, she eventually not kill herself, but taking a sleeping pill as for her an escapade to be with her love one.but romeo think the other way so romeo actually sat with juliet dying body for one whole week, sulking for juliet death. and one point, romeo said, his love was no boundries for juliet, both of them should live nor both of them should die as if they will be together.so romeo sipping a drop of poison rosesberry.and before his dying minutes, juliet rose from her faux death, romeo was shock but it was too late for him and realize that her way was cause romeo's life, she went sipping too.

so momo nini, they not a plain wrecked stupid people, but that's the way of life back then. one man for one gal. dont u wish u had one like that?

they just merely plain naive.

When boy meet girl meet boy.They need love

This the basic things in life. Boy meet girl meet boy. They need love. Everybody need love, is there anyone who really doesn't need love? please put ur hand's up. I want to see. Anybody? Guess we all agree, anyone need love in their life. Love is a one of many component that merely important thn others. 

Love makes the world go around, hmm at least that is what all the romanticians say. Love can be found in all senses of media. thru a flipping of book, magazines, internet, movies, musics and more. We see perfect love is everywhere, love is in the air, in front of us, behind, left and right, up and down.Everywhere all around us. but does it really exsit? Is there really a Shah Jahan or Mumtaz, Qias or laila, or even Romeo and Juliet for us and every one for us? or media has been exaggerated or methaporing this issue?As a propaganda of what is happening is just an illusions? A games for human? 

Valentine's day already leave us behind.As from my eyes, i saw many things, lots of this happening infornt of me, the joy, cheers, the sadness and mental breakdown. A week before that day, i saw many people has change for ordinary people turned into a romantic planner.Every single of them can make a great planner. But what is happening for us; a single society ?what we have to do when it comes to that day?what we're gonna do?..........................

someone please, i need you girls,guys out there to finish my articles, i will posted your part. I want to see what is goin on your mind. post it on my comment box.i will posted to make it one complete article